Well...After i went to ryans birthday party i just started thinking once i got home...Whats the point? There's nothing to life anymore...Nothing to care about...well yes sure loved ones and all that but think about it...In the end...Why do you love people? Is it because you want to be with them? or to not upset thier feelings...For me i just started seeing...Loving someone because you want to be with them...Is...Suddenly...Looking like a selfish thing to do...I know i'm wrong...But...I can't shake that feeling...I'm starting to have seconds thoughts about everything...Suddenly...My life is worhtless...And...Sometimes...I wait...Not because i'm thinking...Because...I'm not afraid of death anymore...I don't care about dying now...It's...A scary thing to say...Not because of death...But because i never felt like this before...Sorry for taking all your time.
I knew you were at his party that's why you weren't on, I was worried about you. It's not selfish, why do you think it is? You better not kill yourself, you're going to regret it. Please, think about this. You're not taking my time, I want to help you.
I'm not going to kill myself. I just said i'm not afraid of death. And i don't quite understand things anymore. I see them all as pointless ¬¬ I just don't know.
oh you need to jump on the clouds on the first one it doesn't do anything the second flots down and the 3rd flys up wait for it to get to the spikes (just do you don't die) then walk off and turn direction to the other cloud do a second jump and land on the cloud. *Not going to ruin what happens next lol*